Sunday, December 30, 2012

Weekly Writing Check-In: More like the yearly check-in.

Good luck with this buddy.
Well, it's that time of year again. You know, the one when the year changes. To a different time. Of year. What?

Looking back on 2012, I'm not quite sure what to think. I completed another round of living in Japan and moved back to America...in to my old bedroom in my parents' house. I spent the past 8 months barely leaving the house (or getting dressed! Woo!) and writing a bunch of lesbian romance. BUT! I did publish that lesbian romance! I am officially a published author! I'm halfway to my dream! (Which is making a living off writing.) So there is that, for which I am very grateful.


I have a lot of aspirations for 2013, but of course there is the fear that none of it will happen. Since graduating university, I have been in this hell of not knowing where I'll be in a year or even six months. I don't like that. I like security. I like knowing everything will be (relatively) all right. I haven't had that sort of comfort in years, and I'd really like to get it back again.

Of course, my main aspiration for 2013 is to make a living off my writing. By "living" I would be ecstatic with just covering my debt payments every month. Let's just say I'm about 1/20th of the way there. (Wooooo.) Otherwise, 2013 will be a lot more writing and publishing. The first half is mostly REN'AI RENSAI releases with a spinoff occurring around spring. I also have a SPECIAL PROJECT coming out in January that I'm about halfway finished with.

I try to remain hopeful about the future, but recent fiscally related panic attacks are not helping. Still, here's to 2013 not sucking!

Any good resolutions out there?

Friday, December 28, 2012

Alternative Covers for "Mitsushin."

A couple weeks ago ye olde cover designer Lindz and I headed into design hell with one of my latest covers, "Mitsushin." In the end we managed to come up with the end product (that I was very happy with, because she is amazing) but not  before losing our minds over some hilarious duds. I present to you all the alt. covers I received during the process. Check out that TOTALLY GAY kanji.






















After a while, I became pretty attached to the pink one, I must say.

Wednesday, December 26, 2012

GOODREADS GIVEAWAY: Win a FREE SIGNED COPY of "Daisuki!"

Just what the subject line says! As of today "DAISUKI." is up for paperback giveaway grabs over at Goodreads. Opportunity closes on January 25th, and only a couple hours in there's already around 30 signups! Not that entering in earlier gives you any better chances of winning, but it probably doesn't hurt, either. ;)

Sunday, December 23, 2012

Weekly Writing Check-In: Happy Holidays!

I may or may not be MIA these next couple of days. I am definitely NOT taking the week off from writing / editing / designing, but I'm not gonna beat myself up if I fall a little behind schedule, either.

That said, I hope everyone has a wonderful week, whether you're celebrating Christmas or not. I don't really celebrate it myself, other than what I'm dragged to, but it's a good excuse to eat a bunch of cookies. Mm-hmm.

Saturday, December 22, 2012

BOOK REVIEW: "The Bonesetter's Daughter", by Amy Tan

The Bonesetter's DaughterThe Bonesetter's Daughter by Amy Tan
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

"The Bonesetter's Daughter" is the second to last Amy Tan novel I have yet to re-read, and like "Hundred Secret Senses," I realized I couldn't remember a dang thing about this book. "The Joy Luck Club" is all about switching POVs between eight characters, "The Kitchen God's Wife" is basically a super long version of one Joy Luck story (that is of course morbidly depressing half the time), and "Saving Fish From Drowning" is about a ghost following around and narrating about the lulziest tour group to ever hit Myanmar. Turns out that "Hundred Secret Senses" was about an insufferable woman with a badass sister who had an awesome backstory to tell - turns out that "The Bonesetter's Daughter" is about an insufferable woman with a badass mother who had an awesome backstory to tell.

The first thing making Bonesetter Stick out is the fact the daughter's - Ruth - POV is written in third person. Why, when Amy Tan is the queen of rambling first POV? I have no idea. Because the entire middle section narrated by her mother, LuLing, is written in first. But I'm getting ahead of myself.

Other than that, it's the usual Amy Tan fare. Ruth is in a miserable relationship on the brink of failure (wow, that's new) and her mother, the immigrant LuLing, drives her bonkers. (That's new too!!) Ruth spends her whole time whining and whining, especially about her mother, and ESPECIALLY about her long-time boyfriend what'shisface. (Oh right, Art. Groan.) Art has two teenaged girls from a previous marriage with the most wtf names ever (Dory and Fia. Yeah. That's real 90s.) who talk like they're six instead of early teens. Basically, Ruth's life is totally moan-worthy and omg all these negative feels. She and Olivia from Hundred Secret Senses should become bffs and complain about how awful it is to be upper middle class in San Francisco.

ANYWAY, the story. You see, Ruth has a mother (really?? In an Amy Tan novel??) named LuLing, who is starting to act a little strange. Turns out she has early-onset dementia, and is of course only going to get worse. So what does LuLing do? Write down her entire life story up until moving to America, just in case she forgets any of the details and can never tell her daughter.

Ruth has the documents translated while her mother is away. Of course, what she discovers about her mother are things she would have never guessed before. Or even imagined. As usual, LuLing's story about growing up the illegitimate daughter of deformed-by-fire "Bonesetter's Daughter" is both heart wrenching (I mean it's 1920s China come on) and intriguing. I struggled to get through Ruth's set-up chapters and then pretty much devoured all of LuLing's backstory in one night. Since I'd forgotten most of it, it was like it was brand new to me...which is always nice.

With all this whining on my part (hi Ruth, you're rubbing off on me) you may be wondering why I gave this book four stars. It's more like 3 and a half, but I decided to round up, because of the score I gave Hundred Secret Senses. These books are almost exactly the same in structure and style, just the details are different. And the biggest difference is that Bonesetter had a waaaay more fulfilling ending than Hundred Secret Senses did. I was actually smiling a little when I closed this book. Unlike the other one which I'm pretty sure I threw across the room.

Is it Tan's best work? No. Not at all. I have the "reader's guide" paperback and in it is a lot of mentions on Tan's part about how hard this book was for her to write. Well, yeah. You're pretty much just copying yourself now. (She said affectionately.) That said, Tan is an amazing writer, so her "slush" tends to be far better grade than most other author's magnum opii. I read this book very quickly, not because I'm a speed reader but because I was legit hooked once LuLing's tale began. If you love the backstory's of Tan's "mothers", then read this book now. You won't be disappointed. If you can't bear to read another Olivia-type character again I'm...I'm sorry. Good luck.

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Wednesday, December 19, 2012

FREE SHORT STORY: "ROUMAN." a Ren'Ai Rensai short!

Yes, you read that subject line right! I have a new FREE story for you to devour! YES FREE! "ROUMAN." is the latest release in the REN'AI RENSAI lesbian romance series, and now you get a story for free. Did I mention it's free? Blurb below.

On the eve of their wedding, Aiko discovers her girlfriend Reina has some second thoughts about marriage, life, and aging. Even after twenty years together, Reina still doesn't know what she wants from her relationship - can Aiko remind her about the "Rouman", or romance, that they've cultivated and shared over the years? It's probably going to take all night.

It's currently up for sale at three separate places. You can grab it at SMASHWORDS or ALL ROMANCE in any format, including Kindle Mobi. It's also up at Amazon, but since it has yet to be price matched you have to pay a dollar for it right now. Whichever floats your boat~!

Also, in other news, we're going under comment moderation for a while, because A REALLY PERSISTENT SPAMMER YES I AM LOOKING AT YOUR ASS has decided to spam EVERY SINGLE BLOG POST over and over and I am sick of it. So sorry to everyone else, comment moderation on this blog until further notice!

Tuesday, December 18, 2012

"DAISUKI." Book 1 of Lesbian Erotic Romance series now out in paperback for just $6.99!

There comes a time in every published author's life when they eventually hold their book in their hands for the very first time. For me, that happened today, when my proof for DAISUKI came in the mail from Createspace! After a lot of grunt work getting it to fit into CS's crazy specifications, (thanks again Lindz!) DAISUKI has come through absolutely perfect on the first try. Thus, it is now available for purchase through Createspace's website. Amazon link to come soon. 

But that's not all! I am selling versions with an autograph and personalized message through Paypal for those interested. I've bought a batch from Creatspace, but they won't be getting here until around New Year's. Regardless, if you would like an autographed copy, please feel free to reserve one by contacting me by email (hildred @ gmail.com , no spaces) with the subject "Daisuki Paperback."

Check out the other closeup pics below!